I Will follow you into the dark.

Ah well, I guess I can go home whenever which I plan on doing a few times!

Slowly you’re drifting out of my mind. And it’s a funny feeling after all of this time. Genuinely odd. And I mean it’s a good thing. It doesn’t make me sad anymore. But it’s a strange feeling. Getting used to being miserable all of the time was just something I coped with. Something I lived with everyday. I knew the drill. Wake up-you. Go to sleep-you. All day-you. See little things-reminded me of you. Heard some songs-reminded me of you. And now all of that has gone. 
I wake up, go to sleep, live my life and you barely cross my mind at all. It’s just in my darkest hours, you’re the person I think about because that’s all you bought to my life. Darkness.

But i’ve found the light now. 

CRAIGS BACK, I’M BACK, AND I’M HAPPY.

Went to see the house again today, and its a lot nicer than i remember which is good :)

Tomorrow im going to Liverpool with my bubba Nicolas! We have a day of The Beatles museum, world museum, Tate and slavery museum planned followed by some smoked salmon and swimming.

On thursday we’re going on the Duckmarine which is a water bus and a roof top bus tour and a spot of shopping before a Jive class and dinner out. Then on friday we come back to preston.

THEN ON SATURDAY CRAIG’S BACK :D

78 hours :(

Today has been quite traumatic. Had to say goodbye to Craig until saturday. I’ve lost him to Amsterdam for a few days.

Nic came over and announced we were going to stay with his mum in Liverpool from wednesday-friday which will be very nice :) Then Craigs technically back Friday but I’m not seeing him til saturday. The days SHOULD fly by.

Fingers crossed.

Craig has gone to Amsterdam til Saturday. 

Buuut i’m going to get on with things starting with a trip to Liverpool with Nic :)